{"id":4354,"date":"2023-08-01T12:03:21","date_gmt":"2023-08-01T16:03:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/?p=4354"},"modified":"2023-08-01T12:11:52","modified_gmt":"2023-08-01T16:11:52","slug":"df-tx-1-200-to-ptv_6600","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/df-tx-1-200-to-ptv_6600\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;DF tx 1 -200 to PTV_6600\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>What the hell does that mean? I\u2019ll get to that in a minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The two weeks from my last posting regarding my cancer \u201cpolice action\u201d until the first treatment went by faster than the speed of summer vacation from the perspective of a school-aged child. I\u2019ve been a pin cushion for phlebotomists and had a special radiation mask created that will\u2014when bolted to the table\u2014hold my head in place so they can blast my tumor with Oppenheimer rays of glorious DNA rearranging poison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My Oncologist originally told me (rather emphatically, I might add) that my six and a half weeks of daily radiation&nbsp;<em>must&nbsp;<\/em>begin on a Monday\u2014which meant that I should have started yesterday (31 July). But I\u2019m starting on Tuesday the 1<sup>st<\/sup>&nbsp;of August. Why?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Well\u2026T and I, along with friends Rachel and Joel, had P!nk tickets at Fenway Park last night. They were on the field right in front of the stage. And Pat Benatar was one of her opening acts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-1024x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4357\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-1024x1024.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-768x768.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-1536x1536.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-500x500.jpeg 500w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-600x600.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk-100x100.jpeg 100w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pnk.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cPostpone??!! But you have cancer!\u201d you might say, aghast.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSo fucking what?\u201d I would reply in my best New York accent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A day won\u2019t make a difference in my treatment parameters, and the day gave me another bit of joy in the life I share with my soul mate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yeah. This is my second bout of cancer. Boo-hoo. That sort of thinking is so incredibly boring.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>All the diagnosis does is make me realize how limited our time is here on our giant rock hurtling through space. I might as well enjoy the time I have left\u2014and as long as my enjoyment doesn\u2019t hurt anyone, I\u2019ll repeat: so fucking what?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The concert last night was a blast. This old body of mine hasn\u2019t danced so much in a long time. P!nk was amazing\u2014how the hell she can do all those acrobatics while singing is beyond me. She is a kind, goofy, and amazingly talented performer\u2014and Tina and I had an amazing time at her show.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1-1024x768.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4358\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1-600x450.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/pk1.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I love her music\u2014it\u2019s fun, political, feminist, and a delight to behold\u2014and her backup singers, band, and dancers all hit their marks. But what sold me on the field-level seats wasn\u2019t just P!nk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/PK3-768x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4359\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/PK3-768x1024.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/PK3-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/PK3-1152x1536.jpeg 1152w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/PK3-600x800.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/PK3.jpeg 1536w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>A three-time grandmother whom I haven\u2019t seen in concert since the 80\u2019s was up first. Rock-n-roll hall of famer Pat Benatar hit the stage before P!nk. I\u2019ve said before that my first crush was Olivia Newton-John. My first fantasy girl, though, was Pat Benatar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Let me tell you\u2026that 70-year-old rocker still has it. And while my vocal cords no longer allowed me to sing, I could still remember every word to every song she performed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In my mind, I was transported to the early \u201980s\u2026hell, I could almost smell the pungent, ozone-destroying scent of hair spray again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1-1024x768.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4360\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1-600x450.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Pat1.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>It was a night I\u2019ll never forget, in the company of good friends, amazing music, laughter, and a giddy happiness that was worth postponing my treatment for a day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So. Back to the title of this blog post:&nbsp;<strong>DF tx 1 -200 to PTV_6600<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That popped up on my phone as we were heading home from the concert at about midnight last night. It stands for \u201cDana-Farber treatment number 1 with my proton radiation dosing \/absorption in centigrays.\u201d In other words, my iPhone was reminding me of the start of my six-and-a-half weeks of hell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m ready. As P!nk says: \u201cLet\u2019s get this part started.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have a lot more life to live.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Peace, love, and hair grease. -RBW<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy-1024x768.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4361\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy-1024x768.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy-768x576.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy-1536x1152.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy-600x450.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/rbwood.com\/dir\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/goofy.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What the hell does that mean? 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